~a piece of mine before da eve of new year~

humn...30th dec...a day b4 da new year's eve n i'm sitting down here 2 complete dis last piece of mine for year 2006...so,for dis few days,many of my frenz started to make their own resolutions n actually i made them but as a result,i did not follow them...i'm jz going my own way...lol...but i guess till dis moment i still a bit lost...i dun reli can be so sure as wat road i'm gonna go after spm or after ns...cis!!!anyway,as wat in my mind,i wanna study in KHU bt actually dats jz wat i hope ....n at times,i ever thought dat,i'm going there bcause of cm graduated from there or i reli or willingly 2 start from da bottom..learning a new language n 4 da language course,it may takes me bout 2 years 2 start as a freshman in da U...so it's difficult,even da citizens of da country say dat KHU is very strict towards results...i guess da door of KHU only opens for those smarties who can pass wit flying colours...arghhh>>>life is becoming tougher n tougher as u c....everything needs money...although money is not everything,bt v still depending on it aite???so i think,to make my life easier,i jz probably going f6.....in God's will,if i can score 4 my spm,den i'll go 4 a college...bt i jz wanna do my best in da coming exams....i hope i can manage my time wisely n i hope dat i can overcome my problem wit God's power n wisdom....

k,it's time for me to recall back my memories bout dis year....lets c....
Let's start wit ....

~January~
y do i put dis colour 4 dis month...aha,probably dis's da 1st month of the year...n still so blur n new bout da surrounding no matter da class or da ppl around...still in a slow pace...perharps!!started 2 get new wit all ppl...gotta noe hu's da "wonderful" sensai of us n gotta noe a bit bout da gakuseis' behaviours...humn...oh yea...seriously i still rmb during streaming of classes...dat was da hardest moment in life...phewwww....luckily i successfully got in2 da class i want n wit da A-OK classmates...

~February~
the colour of cny...haha...humn,i dun reli can rmb wat i did during cny...oh yea...i think i went down kl den dunno do wat...lol...at den,in dis month started 2 know a few new frenz(u noe hu u r,even if u dun,it's ok ;))den smthing happened,only me n da person will know wat is happening...k,cut da crap...den,started 2 befriend wit dis new subjects...getting 2 noe they're so hard to stick wit...sob sob..so gotta go 4 help....which is tuition ler....from there started to know who's CL's DEARIE...oso known as CL...aha...no la...dis is jz a joke...he's neither mine or hers...kekeke...anyway he's jz a fella who looks good....sori,jz da height i mean...hehe...but...haiz..opps,i guess i say too much bout him ady la...k..end of CL's story!

~March~
pink...aha...colour of sumbody in luv ha??hehe...k yea,i was n i still am...wit dis person...if u noe 150306,den u surely noe hu's dis special person 2 me...although dis may be not a reli suprising thing for u,bt nvm,jz let me to express my happiness here since dis is my blog...after back from da trip,still gotta do monthly test...bt dunno y,i was lk so happy n i jz 4gotten all da worries n stress...humn...unexplainable!!

~April~
still having my days wit laughs n jokes...not yet in da exam mode...kekeke

~May~
blue??my fav color...hehe...n dis my bufday month ler...oso siang's 1st day on Earth...erm act a day b4 my bday...hehe...i'm loving him more each day...haha...exam started...burnt da midnite oil....haizz

~June~
holiday...aiyaya......lalalala...enjoynya saya

~July~
can't see any colour isn't it??hehe...half of da semester gone jz lk dat...sumore,dun reli scored during da mid year...now,everyone started to show their true colours...actually i feel dat no one is right n there is no one hu reli known as a genius...even how smart r u,even u can memorize da whole history book,bt there's still sumthing lost in everyone...so,jz accept da fact dat only God is da mightiest n act v shud thank Him 4 wat He gave us...every one having different speciallities..jz imagine dat if everyone is acting lk a nerd n everyone is so smart in science,den there'll be no more musicians,interior designers,mechanics n taxi drivers...every street u'll jz see Clinic bla bla bla....den Hospital lalala....den Dr....u c,God is fair...many ppl alwiz complain dat y???y You treat me lk dat??y You r so unfair???they're blaming God n u c actually this type of ppl r jz those who dun reli understand da world....yea,it's veri true...life is not easy,it's alwiz filled wit joy n tear...no such thing as constant velocity in life...if ur thinking so,please change da perspective of ur mind now...k,i guess i'm out of da point again,anyway,related to what i said earlier,a genius will not be a genius 4eva,a baka will not be a baka 4eva....challenges n experiences make us grow....i am still growing n i'm still new to many things...here,i hope dat everyone keep growing(spiritually)...talk wisely...n one more thing...complaining...yea,everyone complains..but do u noe dat complaining is a sin???so,stop complaining...rmb,there are still sum ppl who r worst den u,less fortunate den u,less joy den u....so wat else u wanna complain???pray to God n He'll help u go through all problems ur facing...He's the best fren of us!!!be patient,patience is virtue!!!!oh yea,let me tell u a story which shows patience n gratefulness...u c,in dis small village,there was dis boy named...erm,ah liang la...kekeke...ok,ah liang was born in a moderate family,his dad was a carpenter...n his mum,err,left him after he was born bcause of his family's misery...bt ah liang did not complain about his life...sumhow,he was thankful bcause he still can live in a peaceful country n he n his dad still can afford their 3 meals,although not abalone n shark fin,bt they were thankful to the Lord....ok,so,although ah liang worked part time,bt he still never left out his studies...n most important,he went to da church in the town every Sunday,erm,it's not near n dat time,motor vehicles were only for VVIPs...so even a bicycle he can't managed to afford,wat about a car???so,he gotta walked there...da distance was lk here going to...erm simpang pulai lk dat...up da hill,down da hill...bt he didn't even sigh...Y???yes,da ans was,he LOVEs GOD...n he knew dat he only can go 2 church once in a wk,so he'll never ever left out da chance of praising da Almighty God!!!!k,phewww...at last he reached....humn...town ppl as usual,"proud" of themselves,loves to show off n v snobbish...bt ah liang had da patience as he always remembered da verse in da book of 1Corinthians,Love Is Not Hatred...Love Is Kind...Love Is Patient....ok...so after worship he went 4 cell group meeting...ah liang had no frenz there bcause the kids there feel dat he's not da same "level" wit them...one day,a girl,ah teng who also went to da same church as ah liang...unfortunately his only n only relative,which was her grandpa had jz passed away...ah teng was a rich girl n she was born in a well known family in dat town...bt as u c,her parents had passed away due 2 an accident n since then she lived wit her grandpa...n now even her dearest grandpa said "bye" to her...n all of a sudden,his bad uncle,ah man took all their harta...so cham right???now ah teng was no more chin kum siu cheh ady...so u c,ah liang understood dat,even how rich is a person,or how well known is dis person,v can't say dat oh,dis person has everything...yea,he can have everything bt...but dis person still lack of sumthing...SARANG...LOVE!!!!so,money is not all...even u can win da whole da world,bt nobody likes u n wanna talk 2 u...wats da point???try 2 think bout it 4 a moment...i guess all ppl who r reading dis can able 2 think wisely,as da year 06 gonna stop here...so y not,jz take a sec n think,wat have u done so far???have u given anything to da community???or ur jz making it worst???btw wanna noe wats da best christmas gift on Earth???

Dad>>>Your ketabahan towards life
Mum>>Making her proud of ur spiritual body
Siblings>Make them follow wat ur doing
BF>>>Make him love ur spiritual body more than ur real body(u noe wat i mean rite???v important ger...gurls!!!)
GF>>>Make them love u bcause u can guide them towards God,make them noe dat ur da wun hu can make their life wit God inside,make them noe dat they must love God more den u,n strictly not because of how many Benz ur having or how smart r u)
FrenzHold their hand n pray for them
FrenzPray for them,bring them near to God
EnemiesForgive them for their wrongdoings...rmb,no one is perfect,it's impossible to please everyone,ur not dat perfect either...rite???so,accept it n digest it!!!

opps...yea,da ending of da story is...ah liang n ah teng work hard together n till one day,both of them opened one lantern company...mainly known as CL Company Pte Ltd!!!lol...b4 their 20s,they became millionaires lor...haha...so ending of da story,btw da characters of this story jz my idea la,nvr gonna do wit anyone,so jz 4get it la....

~August~
at last after say so many things in july,here comes august...humn,as usual monthly test again,then,aha,yea went to my fren's bufday party,seriously enjoyed it...muaxie!!!ur a great fren to me*winks*

~September~
hoo...class becoming quiet...books on the desk...exam next month oh!!!sob sob

~October~
exam...nothing special ler!!!bt oh yea...4get to mention bout my another tuition here,gotta know sum ppl,oso known as da appiz...hehe...u'll know dis if ur in dat particular tuition...kekeke...mondok,v bangga hor,can hav a "mui" lk .....hehe


~November~
marks???aiks...i can jz sigh!!!!bt holidays coming...actually feeling happy n oso sad ler cause 06 gonna end soon n it means dat 07 coming...means dat spm is near!!!arghhhh


~December~
oniisan's wedding...aha...spot sum cuties there...hehe...den soon after dat christmas is coming,den now i'm contunuing my blog on da eve of new year...haiz...n 1 more thing,i'm so proud of saying dat i hav not finished up any of my hw...aha...only bio done,100%...haiz!!!

k la,i guess i gonna stop here,happy new year everyone!!!have a new year ahead!!in God's will everyone will have their life to da fullest...luv ya!!see ya!!!!